Here Comes Baby Gray the 2nd!

We found out today that our second child is on the way! YES!!!! I have been in major mommy mode, hoping and praying for a new little one to bless our lives. It just felt like time, so everything I did involved thinking about a baby. So last night, 3 days late, I just knew it was for real. I told Jonathan my suspicion, and he said, "Yeah, but you've thought that before. Why don't we wait until you get back from MN and then if you still haven't had it we'll buy some tests. They are just so expensive!" I thought, "Another 3 weeks?!?" So this morning, I decided I couldn't wait that long and I bought a test at the BYU Bookstore (yes, they sell them there!) So there I was, all by myself in the women's restroom at work, jumping (literally jumping up and down) for joy in the stall and trying not to be too exuberant in my excitement! I was giggly and glowing all morning, and I couldn't tell anyone! I wanted to surprise Jonathan with a special way of telling him, but each time I talked to him it got harder to keep the secret. Finally, I gave in and called. His reaction? "I thought you weren't going to buy a pregnancy test yet!!!!" Ha! All he could talk about at first was the fact that I had bought the test, and that they were sold at the bookstore. No excitement, anticipation, or anything! He didn't make a single comment about the ACTUAL pregnancy!! I finally asked if he at least wanted to know the due date, which is April 7th. I was so disappointed in his reaction, but later he apologized and said he was just shocked and thought he'd have another couple of weeks to prepare for the news. LOL! Anyway, we are both very excited now (he's finally gotten there) and we've taken two more tests just to make sure! I can't stop thinking about the pregnancy and child. I hope it is my little Emory, but if it is a boy again I am sure he'll be just as wonderful as my sweet Grant!

I'm excited for Grant to become a big brother. We had a little girl over at our house last night, his same age, and it was fun to watch him interact with her. He's going to love it, once he gets used to it! Now I'm determined to get him potty trained within the next 8 months!

We did call family, and the reactions were mixed. Everyone was happy, Christy and my Dad the most exuberantly, but there was a lot of concern for my health. Expected, of course, because of how difficult the last one was, but I don't want to dwell on it. I am hoping for the best and I'll let everyone else worry about it.

We are waiting to announce it to everyone until after the first trimester, if we can hold out that long! Jonathan kept dropping hints to people all night, so I doubt his ability to keep the secret. I'm concerned about work, because I know I can't continue doing both areas. It's too much stress, so something is going to have to give. Just not sure how that is going to work out.

Regardless, this is the best news I've had in a long time! Welcome to our life, BG2!

Ode to Ovaltine

Ovaltine, Ovaltine,
How do I love thee,
Your chocolate so creamy,
Your malt is so fine.

Ovaltine, Ovaltine,
My husband bought you for me,
His gift is oh so dreamy,
it makes me glad he's mine.

Ovaltine, Ovaltine,
I only wish you were free,
to always have you with me,
for every time I dine.

Ovaltine, Ovaltine,
How do I love thee,
Your chocolate is so creamy,
Your malt is so fine.

(Thanks, Jonathan, for being so thoughtful and buying me Ovaltine! You know I love it but I'm too cheap to buy it for myself!)

Thank you, My Sweet Husband

I've been thinking a lot about my husband, and how much I adore him. We just had our 4th anniversary this month. 4 years, that have both flown by and dragged on all at the same time! I think I learned more in the past 4 years than I did in all the years prior when it comes to understanding people and the Savior. Jonathan has taught me so much!

Just this Sunday, I sat next to him on the couch, holding his hand, as I listened to his wise explanations of the priesthood and the role of the priesthood holder in presiding over the home. We were visiting with my relief society president, and I admit that I was glowing inside both from the spirit touching my heart and from pleasure and admiration of my man. I remember how impressed I was with his wisdom while we dated, and I am so grateful for his knowledge of the scriptures and his perspective on the priesthood. Thank you, Jonathan, for being worthy to protect our home and invite the spirit into our temple with your words.

He has also been particularly loving, and expressing his love for me at random moments and in gentle ways. There is nothing so powerful as to hear him tell me of his adoration, respect, or affection totally unsolicited by me. Thank you, sweetheart, for the way you love me.

His efforts at home are also worthy of mention, as he has patiently let me "enforce" weekly planning sessions so we can be better organized, prepared, and purposeful as a family. His support means so much to me, because I have such great desires and hopes for our family and I can't get there without him. He has been so diligent in chores, caring for Grant, and doing little things to try to look out for us. Thank you, my husband.

Thank you, my best friend, lover, confidante, and eternal companion.

Mom, Can I Take the Car?

I knew it would happen someday, I just didn't expect Grant to ask to take the car when he was 1 1/2! This morning, he grabbed my keys, gave me a hug, said "Bye!" with gusto and walked with purpose to the door.

Mom, We're Going NOW

My son has climbed into his stroller, strapped himself in, and closed the tray. He is now looking at me expectantly. Isn't it amazing how well toddlers communicate without words?

Who's the Grown Up?

Sometimes I hate being the grown up. Grant and I were having so much fun playing, it made me so sad when he gathered his blankies and went to his room for our bedtime routine. I still wanted to play, but my little man was tired and wanted his song, prayers, and kisses so he could lay down. Sigh. (So cute!)

Today I Love...

Today I love that Jonathan held my hand as soon as he crawled into bed this morning. I love that Grant learned how to do a back flip off my lap (with me holding his shoulders). Even better, he decided on his own when it was time for bed, gathered his blankets, and pulled me into his room for our bedtime routine. I love that I got to sleep in this morning until 7am. I love that my day ended with my Activities team in my office, all of them, working hard together. I love that Heavenly Father reminded me of His love through the enthusiasm of my son's love for me. I love that my air conditioner is working!